VIRGOH

MAD

2012-02-14T22:52:00.001+08:00

BEFORE THEY TURN MAD
I WILL TURN MAD FIRST !!!!!!

last day

2011-12-31T19:57:00.002+08:00

it's the last day of 2011

it has been a wonderful and fruitful year
time really past
didnt even realise today is the last day until py msg me yesterday

to whoever up there
pls let me have a blessing 2012 :)

have been reading a little since my acca exam ended
a paragraph i got from the book i read:
[We spend a lot of time worrying and thinking about the past or the future, and rarely focus on the present. The truth is, the past doesnt exist anymore, it is history, we tend to live our lives as if the past is still happening. the same goes for future. we worry and stress about the future as if it is already happening. the most fascinating part is that we incessantly worry about the future, yet when the future arrives it almost never turns out as bad as we had envisioned it.]

anyway acca exam definately cannot make it
it is just a matter of failing 2/3/4 modules :(

when u come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on(Franklin)
Alicia

brains

2011-10-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

Seriously I dont know what is in people's head
Katherine is one
Maureen another one

My head is too pain to think about anything

Just feel moody for some reason that is too heavy for my brain

Upset,
Alicia

21st birthday

2011-09-17T13:27:00.003+08:00

Back from break .. Zx is eating chewy bar beside me ...

I celebrated my 21st birthday on 911/2011 .. Its a special day .. Friends and relatives came .. I have a fun time .. The best is the night time, where we go chasing after daphne's iphone .. Super fun
On the actual day itself, I just had a boring day .. Morning school, afternoon teach tuition until 7pm .. After that I went jogging, because rashes is growing on me due to the shark fin soup .. There is crab inside, so I had a suffering day :-(

Me and vivian are recently getting kbox poison :-)

Super tired, having headache

Junsu is super charming

friends

2011-09-17T12:35:00.003+08:00

Two month have past ..

I am rotting in lecture now .. Forgot to bring my law book .. And the mic is super noisy .. Its making a loud buzzing sound while the lecturer is talking .. I think that is what is keeping me awake .. I feel so sleepy .. Have been watching too much drama recently .. Time to control myself ..

Zx score 19.75/20 for her recent FA test .. I only score 19.25 .. Must study harder, cant let her win me *evil*

On my way to school .. I thought about my uni friend and decide to relate them to an animal ..

Vivian is a white horse .. Calm, quite .. But she can be super high once you get to know her .. Kind and easily manipulated .. Always there for you .. Will travel around with friends even though she dont really like to travel ..
Maureen is a grey rabbit .. She is a rabbit .. Everybody likes rabbit .. She can make friend with all kinds of people .. She acts differently with different friends.. She have her own crazy side .. A nice friend but when you think back you will realise you dont really know much of her stuff ..
Zx is a colourful hamster .. Those who dont like rats will dislike her at first look .. She dont have a likeable face .. Its easy now to like her .. But she really try to act to be kind to her friends .. She can tolerate her friends but definitely not kind to outsiders .. She like to doll herself .. Not from arich family but because she have lingering with wealthy family friends she incurred a habit for spending without blinking .. She will find all kind of ways to earn money ..
Wy is a paper tiger .. She likes to lead but we are not letting her lead .. That cause a bit of problem ;-) .. Haha .. She dont understand how others thought of her .. We have generation gap with her, our brain frequency is different .. She likes to win(in grades and everything else) but is too weak to win .. If she come and ask you your results it means her results are ok .. But if she refuse to tell you her results it means she did badly .. She likes to talk .. Never tell her secret she can easily betray you .. She dont really knows what to say and what not to say at times ..
Sugar .. I dont really know her .. She is in love .. And I dont really see her nowadays .. She likes to doll and shop and is just a friend .. Hmmm .. She is a dragonfly ..
And
I am a sly fox who feel guilty from time to time .. Haha

Going for break .. If the lecturer is still boring, I will blog about my birthday later

blk 10

2011-07-19T14:50:00.002+08:00

What right do you have to make me so depress and angry?
You are so good at destroying my days ...

Acca results are out soon ... Hope I can pass all ...

I am going to eat alot today to try to make myself happy again :-(

Watched harry potter ... NICE :-)

I want more time! Shan't be greedy ... I just want 30hours a day will do

Retrospectively, there is a lot of stuff I regret doing

Having bad headache
Alicia

dominic chan!!!!!!

2011-07-08T22:44:00.010+08:00

I am going crazy because of a guy name:
DOMINIC CHAN

words that describe him?
demon

long long post

2011-06-29T18:47:00.003+08:00

so much to rant about... where to start?

5s ago i was bathing
thought alot while bathing
so much things to say, to rant ...

school is starting mid-july
which means soooon....
life is going to get busy

i did alot this past 2 weeks
a doctor clothes
a phonics disc
bought k-link for my 2 aunt
go back sch to print ACCA bks
print RMIT bks
meet up with all my friends .....
go shopping
go find ACCA school
go Expo/ chalet
watch a few dramas
i tried to squeeze my time dry :)
fruitful weeks~

getting moody
as my days are going to get busy soon

next sem onwards i will be attending to schools
RMIT and LSBF
one australia one london
lessons will end at 10pm for my RMIT next sem
so my days are going to start early and end late
i will be starting my driving practical soon also
i gave up my piano :(

why people study 1 thing
i have to study 2 places?

why study?
to have better live in future?
what is better live?
everyone say ACCA is a must
but i feel so uncertain now ...
i dont know if i can complete my ACCA
if i complete
does it mean i will really get a good job
but what is a good job?
what if i study so much and it all end up to be of no use
i end up having jobs what most people have
so what makes the difference?
and why am i working harder than other people now ... if this is what is going to happen
life is so uncertain, unpredictable
sometimes it makes me think why do i have to do all this?

i am really thankful to munling and panying
they always spur me on when i meet up with them
and they always seems to support with my decision ...
i am so fortunate to have them as my fren ...

i am soo lag behind the timetable i set for myself
it makes me feel burden
so many book to read
so heavy ....

i feel so sorry towards zhi xuan
she really threat me as a good friend
but i threat her as a competitor
i dont know what others will say
but sometimes i feel so bad for holding things from her
who tells her to not work hard and score the same grade as me last sem
so i made her my target
now she say she want to study ACCA
i want to faint~

competitons are not only in school
but all around me
all my cousins ...
all the people out there....
everyone is a competitor to me
is that why i have to work hard?

the last time i met up with my sec sch fren
someone told me
' i am so surprise u came, i tot u wont come'
i already tried my best to attend as many fren meeting as possible
but how come people can attend every single fren meeting?
and still do not bad for her studies..
but i dont want not bad, i want good grades ... actually she did well for her studies too (i think)...
since i decide to study this, i want to try my best to get good grades
maybe that is why i feel so tired and burden sometimes
because unlike many other people, i dont want to just stop at acceptable grades

really feel that some of my good frens are drifting apart from me

sometimes i feel like changing my phone number
and dont tell anyone my number
just let me leave on a no man island~

so many people out there are getting good grades
why must the world have so many people?
why cant it just be me and all the people i know only?

come to think of it
there is alot of time i regret what i say
'think before you speak' seems to be too difficult for me to learn :(

so what now?
study ....?
......life..........haiz

today i fall in love with this phrase
有舍才有得，不舍不能得啊
u have to give up something to gain something
i am giving up some things now ... hope i will really gain something too ...

where is my future?
Alicia

p.s. as u can see all the paragraphs dont flow, i just write what came to my mind ...

after a long time

2011-05-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

almost cant log in, i forgot my password because i haven blog for such a long time

just went to gillian's blog, she have been blogging promptly, so suddenly tot that i should write a post too :p

singapore election 2011 just went by
i dont know what u think
but i am happy that opp party got 6 seats in the parliment this time round
i was hopping for more
ok but six is better than nothing
'worker's party' hurray!!!
a song i got from mr brown's website, hope like what the songs says:
WP better not jam their brakes and follow quietly behind PAP, if not those people who vote for them will really cry

look forward to the new parliament
everything has been increasing for the recent years, hope things will get better
let us live good lives too
~so worry for my future~don't know how to survive when everything is so expensive. haha:)

this song not bad also:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5yIvhnPt2k&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5lJ2BA6bkY

anyway i just end my RMIT exam
i am preparing for my ACCA exam this June (last paper 15 june, half my june gone *cry*)
:( not in a mood to study, especially when i just finish one exam recently
wish me luck

*with all the grumbling*
i still love my life now
it is so much better than working
will appreciate it and work hard
-dont want to regret like A levels-

ok... have a chalet to attend tomorrow... not much time to study tml
will make sure i study more before i rest today

goodnights ... god bless everyone
Alicia

photos...2011

2011-01-21T23:27:00.008+08:00

have not blog since 2011... it is the start of a year...
and chinese new year will be here very soon :) less than 2 weeks away
anyway i have not blog with my new laptop before, so i am doing this for the first time... haha
and this is my first entry for 2011 also ...

i am enjoying my life at this stage
will treasure everyday

just feel like putting photos
lots of photos below :) (those taken at the end of 2010, and some taken this year) ... sorry i dont fancy facebook...
one thing i dont like about blogger is ...
it takes quite a long time to load photos ... hehe

dozo~

this is my school 'project box'

my ACCA registration form no., i want to register in dec 2010

the series of books i am addicted to ... vampires diaries :)

photos taken at electric fair (suntec)

dad's new notebook, manage to grab it @ the faor for a cheap price

first visit to macdonalds with my uni friends(wy was there, but no photos of her :p)

one of the christmas gift that i like, given by sandy...it's actually a card holder, i like the picture alot, but i dont use card holder, so after i took a few photos, i gave my mum this folder ... haha

build by my dad for yang yang to play :)

haze birthday 'cake' 19jan2011, it is actually a pie from fruit tart paradise... this small little pie cause near 60bucks... wow!!

sweets offered to me by my marketing friend ... opps i forgot her name :P

photos taken at the sheng siong show, my cousin is in the competition, so i went to support ...
hope he can win ... hehe ... i went on 9jan2011 if i didnt rmb wrongly... it just happen and i forgot the date already ... pardon me for my short memory

when to nex(serangoon)with zhi xuan, sugar and wan ying .... we did some art and craft :)

all 4 signature at the back of the mushroom

this is where i place the mushroom at home, at the side of my table, it is facing my study room door, so not too bad ... nice right?

zx say this photo make her face look big, so she request to take another photo as of below ... haha ... (this photo is taken in the shop)

just feel like showing how my study table look like ... so i took a few pictures of my table at 11pm today ... messy ...

ok ... end of photo ...
becuase of all the typing and uploading, it is now 12:04am,22/01/2011 ....

everyone is turing 21 this year ... gg broke ... haha

have an early rest
and good luck for the years ahead ... stay happy :)

nightzzzz ....
virgoh, sz

going crazy

2010-07-21T09:43:00.002+08:00

my office colleague is driving me crazy
take leave 1 day
and everthing is in a mess
she dont do things as how i instructed
evertime i come back from my leave
i have to start helping her clean her backside
i rather she dont help
just wasting time only
because when i come back, i need to re-do everthing she has done
waahhaaa ... i feel like strangling people now

look at my timetable!!!
what kind of schedule is this
i am seriously going crazy
the lectures are all over the place
why my time-table not as nice as Pan Ying's?
hers is all in the morning
but mine is all over, how do i arrange tuition like this?
because of this stupid schedule, i lost sleep last night
really headache, now i really dont know how to schedule my studies and tuition together
ahhhhhhhh ....

not a good start :'(
Alicia

leaving job for studies

2010-07-02T15:11:00.002+08:00

woohoo...
it's been ages since i blog
boss not in ... so eating snake now ... haha

anyway i already resign from my job
going to go study in RMIT starting 2nd Aug
will try to do my best
still don't know if i made the right decision
but
since money paid
and resign letter already submitted
i just have to 硬着头皮，老着脸子，追踪前往
haha

my boss is going to have a farewell dinner for me
he ask his secretary to ask me where i want to eat
i told the secretary i want a place for shark fin, abalone ... ...
haha

haha
anyway my last month at work
and i am enjoying it
because the burden is not there anymore
many things i start to let go of my hand and do it
previously alot of things i dont dare to make decision
but now i everything 敢敢来 ... haha

this whole month shipment not much
really very free
it is the Europe busy time
not many people import into S'pore

got alot of privilege ever since i hand in my resign letter
everyone is trying to fufil my last wish :) which is good ... haha

hope when school start
i will be able to manage my time well between studies and tuition
got to earn pocket money, no one is feeding me :'(

i am so use to spending what-ever money i want now
once i stop work don't know how i am going to survive

bb ... got to work ... got problem with my air shipment ... till my next post~

Happy,
Alicia

cinderella's sister

2010-05-31T16:49:00.003+08:00

Just come back from Melbourne, will upload the picture next time.

Recommend this show:
Cinderella'a sister ... a very nice show :)

sad :(

2010-05-11T08:59:00.000+08:00

problems

2010-04-19T08:30:00.002+08:00

problems with work
problems with tuition
problems with piano lesson
problems with school admission

breathless~

problems with medicine, even after stop taking, the swollen still keep coming

it's only monday
look at all the problems that lies ahead
this week is going to be a long week for me

monday blue,
SZ

head bursting

2010-02-24T10:05:00.002+08:00

ahhhh... my head is throbbing
this morning wake up start banging all over the hse
then take taxi to work, that cost almost half of my pay today ... stupid
dont know how the taxi drive until so far/expensive

dont feel like tutoring tonight
but i haven seen them for 1 week le
they having exam this friday somemore
ahhhhh ... shld have tution ma?

since there is not much shipment
i am gg to rest now
bye bye

happy chinese new year

2010-02-23T09:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
it's chu 10 already
5 more days and chinese new year is over
so sad so fast
haha
hope next generation chinese new year can last 30 days

adminssion for uni is starting soon in March
wohoo hope i dont miss anything this time round
admission is a troublesome affair to me

nowadays not much cargo
hope this maintain then i can rest more more
hehe
my boss will kill me if he see this

Alicia

shinee

2010-01-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

shinee is coming to singapore?!
why the sudden change in SM ?....
after shock for what happen to dbsk, hangeng? haha
anyway i hope super junior can last, the member seems to get lesser and lesser ... kangin then now hangeng

not much work

2010-01-22T10:05:00.002+08:00

today not much work
no consol coming in
so i am free now
so bored

no tuition today also

almost forget tomorrow is mummy birthday
lucky ivy reminded me
will bring her go sims drive eat tml ... still making all the arrangment
thank goodness her chicken pox almost heal liao
if not alot of things cannot eat
hahaha
she got her pox from my sis =p
cos my sis keep sticking to her when she had her pox

for other company friday is the most busy with alot of last minute documents to rush
but why am i so free here!!!!
*shhh!! dont let my superior hear, you are suppose to act busy even tho you are not busy =]*

SZ

Alicia

welcome 2010

2009-12-30T11:22:00.003+08:00

it had been a long time since i blog...

well i am very busy with work
what more i am tutoring also
therefore even if i have some time, i still prefer to use the time to rest
hehe

hope everyone have a fruitful year ahead =]

virgohsz

dramas

2009-12-07T12:28:00.006+08:00

下一站幸福　
有些人的人生，是直达车
有些人却是慢车，中间总要经过许多站，经历许多人。
有人总是下错站，坐过头，不是错失了窗外风景，就是错过了身旁的人
没有人知道，能陪自己坐到终点站的人，究竟会是谁。
相爱的人，真的就能一路到达人生的终点站吗？
- gg to watch =]

海派甜心
-watching... nice =)

宫心计
-just finished watching ... 做好事、说好话、存好心 ^^

still waiting for this show to be out =(

爱似百汇

resign

2009-11-18T17:24:00.002+08:00

wanted to resign
told my manager
and my boss brought me out of lunch
he asked me too stay
anyway after some discussion
i agreed

now i feel so bad towards him
i agreed to take up this job de
now he had to give in
in order to make me stay in the company
that sounds so wrong

anyway i just feel bad towards him
now it is so awkward to face him ... ...

boss

2009-10-01T11:58:00.003+08:00

he looks simple
but he is not that simple
i think he is too clever to be simple
he knows everyhing that is going on
but he kept quiet
sometimes it feels scary
the amount of things he knows

i dont know
sometimes i feel that i am not up to the job

tired~ yet i feel that it will be a good experience

19th birthday

2009-09-13T20:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU ZHUANG!!!!

had a very happy birthday ...
thanks for coming everyone =]
i really appreciate you guys gg all the way down to yishun to have a meal with me

i will definitely eat all the cakes ... dont worry
especially the breadtalk one ^^
hehe ... 4 cakes, that definitely broke my record
really happy
since there is 4 cakes, i made 4 wishes hehe ... hope all my 4 wishes come true ....

its not easy having so many pple celebrating my b'dae with me

i read all the card ...
dont worry, will continue to be crazy ... the leopard never change its spots ^^

really miss everyone ... it's great seeing everyone today ...

anyway i seriously think gillian become more pretty ... haha
ml still as aunty ...
wy is still the same ...

kx is more ... ... i still dont understand why she was laughing when we took photo together ... maybe i will know when i see the photo
no comments for tm and elson .... just as quiet to me
jn still the monster .... she dont change her spot also .... haha
and this jx ... call me only after i reach home ...saying that he is in chong pang ....
got a nag from me ... hehe ....

i seems to become very naggy recently ... maybe because i am getting old
you know how old pple tends to be naggy
my character is really like old pple
but hey i am only 19 ... officially 19 today

MANY thanks to all those that come, and all the gifts, cakes and hongbao i recieved ~Thank You

*i will try to update my blog as many times as possible ... i will make sure it wont be updated once in a few months ^^

p.s. please send me all the photos

19,
Goh Su Zhuang

quotes on talking

2009-08-31T16:58:00.002+08:00

still getting on fine ... ...
alot more to learn

hope it would be a good week
eye-lid keep twitching today ... hope nth bad is going to come

13 days to my b'dae =]

i will learn ... definately ....

Alicia

________________________________________________________________

~Foolishness always results when the tongue outraces the brain.
~Isn't it surprising how many things, if not said immediately, seem not worth saying ten minutes from now?
~Once a word has been allowed to escape, it cannot be recalled.
~One of the lessons of history is that nothing is often a good thing to do and always a clever thing to say.
~The difference between a smart man and a wise man is that a smart man knows what to say, a wise man knows whether or not to say it.
~To speak and to speak well are two things. A fool may talk, but a wise man speaks.

first post from work

2009-08-21T17:08:00.001+08:00

there is alot of unhappiness

it's ok ...
I will learn to survive .............

work

2009-08-06T14:15:00.000+08:00

at the rate i am gg to work
i hope i can sustain for long ...

2009-07-15T10:21:00.000+08:00

i will think of a way ...
there are definately some way ...

2009-06-29T18:55:00.000+08:00

I AM GG CRAZY !!!

2009-06-22T09:30:00.002+08:00

heart skipping a beat everyday
praying hard praying hard

life and death
suddenly appreciating everything i have
thinking about this problem since i started watching ' i shouldnt be alive'
nice documentary
but very sad
how fortunate I am ... to be here

i have no future plan seriously
i am still hanging on to my last string of hope
do let thing go smoothly
that is wad i am wishing for ....

2009-06-02T17:53:00.003+08:00

at work now, but there is no work to be done ...

was sick for 3 days, friday saturday sunday, yesterday then officially got off the bed which i lay on for 3 days ... sleep three days three night, fully charge now ... but once i am well, mummy is down, it's mummy turn to lie down on bed for ...day(s) ... i pass the disease to her ... hehe ... dad seems to caught some of the germs too, he is starting to cough ...
i was lucky not being send to quarantine when i went to see doctor, i basically caught everything on the H1N1 list ... flu, cough, sore throat, high fever ...

anyway i have a busy month ahead ... my schedule are PACK ... haiz ... i have a feeling i am gg to get sick of my life soon ...

hope i get in ...

SZ

worry

2009-05-25T11:45:00.001+08:00

i have no one to blame but myself ...

peaceful life

2009-05-13T07:14:00.005+08:00

my hse is contacted with bed lice ...
threw away most of the matress ... my hse is matressless now ... haha ... still have some la ...
anyway the lice only like to bite Haze ... thinking that it is chicken pox, she was on quarantine for a week ... only yesterday than we know that it is the lice haha ... poor her ...
finally something big is happening at home ... i had been leaving a peaceful life for too long ... haha ... i am so excited about the lice commotion ... anyway my mum will kill me if she see this haha ... we had a busy day yesterday ...
mum is gg to check through her room today to make sure the lice didnt go to her room ... it's another busy day at home =]

saturday night(if i didnt rmb wrongly) we had a fire engine, a civil defence car, and a police car right in front of my flat
my maid was the first one to notice it ...
and we made a big commotion about it ... my maid kept saying that there is smoke smell coming from the top ... and my mum got all excited and activated about 'the fire' upstairs ... thinking that we might just get caught in the house ... my dad didnt care abit about the excitement we had, and continue to watch his tv ... my sister get all worried about not being able to escape ...
anyway the neighbourhood was peaceful, except for my family .. i think ...
we saw a crowd below my flat, so me, mother and sister went downstair to KPO abit about wad happen ... a lady standing there said that someone is seating on top, shaking his leg ... when i look up i cant see anyone shaking leg ... all i see was people standing at their window looking at what is happening below ... anyway why is the fire engine here?? aint fire engine used to put out fire?
so we stand below for quite awhile before coming back home ... and i continue watching my tv ...
after awhile all the cars left .. and i still dont know wad happen ... anyway it was an eventful night ... and i think we led a peaceful life for too long ... haha it is so funny how we get all excited over nth ... no one jumped, no one died and there is no fire =] ... so my life is peaceful again ...

i am gg back to ijc today to take my cert ...
mummy and maid would continue to fight the lice this few days ... i think i have to sleep in the living room for a few more days ...

there is nth bad about having a peaceful life =] not many people get to live a peaceful life like we do ...

SZ

2009-05-01T09:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out with sec sch friends ...
basically we did nth ... juz a catching up session ...
feeling so guilty towards the dinner i ate yesterday ...

currently ... the girl beside me ... her skin is itching ... feel like beating her up ... she is becoming arrogant ...

hope i can get into university ...

and i am working hard towards my goal =]

SZ

super junior

2009-04-20T19:21:00.004+08:00

-videos i had been watching again and again this few days-
super junior comback stage

sungmin magic show

KangIn & SungMin Intimate Note

2009-04-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

my manager came over and ask me secretly if we did anything wrong today ... cos our supervisor was briefing us when he came in ... i told him no ... and i said even if we did something wrong i wont tell him also ... cos he will nag about it ... the lady beside me was laughing with joy when she heard what i say ... b'cos i think i am the one and onli person in the company that dare to talk to him like that ...

i think i very bad
this few weeks mood not very good ...
so pple ard me had been getting my bad mood ...
especially my mum ... haiz i feel so bad about it ...

supposed to work now ...
but u know when the management not ard the workers would be up to no good ... haha ... i am one of them ...

anyway wy ... u shouldnt tell me about the admission thinggy ...
i am feeling so worried now =(
haiz ...
hope i can get in ... ...

SZ

busy ;p

2009-04-16T12:20:00.001+08:00

busy sleeping
busy working
busy watching tv and shows
:)

although once or twice i wish i were doing something else
i am enjoying what i am doing now ...

i want to earn more money

2009-03-26T19:19:00.003+08:00

at work now ...
me and wan xin gossipping alot haha ... spoiling the company name for them ... lolz

just chatting with jin xian not long ago ...
haha ...
just realise we applied to the same uni and course ... he said that i am competing with him for the space ...
so i told him that ... i am gg to be his senior ... and he gave me this face -.-'' ... haha ...

anyway it is funny that i was chatting to the wrong person just now ...
ang yi msn me ... i tot it is zhang ...
half way thru then he told me he is yi not zhang ... then i was like 'ohhh' ...
anyway i felt so stupid not knowing who i am speaking too ... i never get both their msn address right ... haha ...

many interesting customers in company ...
haha ... its funny how some pple can be so persistant ...
anyway i wan to find morning job ... if u all know of any tell me ok ...
i want to earn more money ... since i need to spend few hundreds every month now ...

workplace

2009-03-17T11:20:00.002+08:00

My New Workplace:

clean and tidy =]
going to defu lane is so out of the palce for me =(
need to travel to kovan to get to work everyday ... so troublesome!!

what is meant to happen, would happen ... nothings is going to do any change to it ... it is all fated ...

lost more than 20 bucks in 2 weeks time ='(

ps: anyone got any morning job lobang??

Ways to live forever

2009-03-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

Recommend this book: Ways to live forever(every minute counts...) by Sally Nicholls

Suddenly felt this way
What is over is over, what is going to come is going to come ....

tutoring saturday

2009-02-28T17:53:00.004+08:00

lost sleep for two days
whenever i think about the release of results ... i totally cant sleep
haiz
manage to sleep at only three plus yesterday ...
woke up by five due to the noise created by mummy ...
continue to sleep till eight plus ... gotto force myself out of my bed to tutor ...
so sad
had been tutoring since ten in the morning
just finish my last tutoring for saturday not long ago ...
all my students are having exam next week ... so this week is kind of busy even though i am off from work ...
now trying to set test-papers for my students ...
totally drained now ... can predict that i will sleep well today =] haha

gillian pass her flu bug to me

2009-02-27T16:18:00.003+08:00

sneezing whole day
because SOMEONE pass her flu to me
that person was sneezing throughout the movie yesterday
so who is the culprit that pass the flu bug to me ... it is *drumrolls* ....... Gillian
hehe

yesterday night shi mian
cos i am bothered by the release of results
still feeling very sad and bothered now
it's gg to come so soon
arghhhhhh
i hate it
can mentally feel what it would be like
the nerve braking moments when you are queueing up waiting for the results
torturous torturous

2 movies

2009-02-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

the two movie i watched today
a phenomenon of me rushing to all the movies ... haha ...
watched one with pan pan and one with giiii

i think 'he's not that into you' is nicer
maybe because i watched the second one half-heartedly worrying about my results
heard that it is coming out next friday
knew it maybe 6th march all along
just that i didnt bother to remember and check when it was
well ... i am feeling very sad now ... cos next friday is coming sooo soon

hope my results wont be that bad
just had a bad feeling about it ... haiz ...

ai jiu zai yi qi

2009-02-22T14:33:00.004+08:00

thursday took 3 taxis to work
wanted to save money end up spending more
more than half of my pay went to the taxi drivers pocket

friday went to cwp
so many pple
you will perspire just by standing in the crowd
when they scream your hair will stand ... woohoo
haha
anyway the artists were late for an hour plus ... they are always late ... dont understand why ...
went to shop for my stuff and borrow books before gg there to wait ... predicted that they would be late ... heard that alot of pple waiting there since morning ... and there is no space for you to see them ... it is so crowded ... so i only stay there for about ten minutes after the artiest arrived ...

work

2009-02-19T23:36:00.004+08:00

cristina looks like zhao xiu, especially the eyes
anyway whenever i see her, i am reminded of zhao xiu haha ... i asked her if she had any relative with the surname 'lai' ... sadly no ... lolz

collegues and bosses are nice pple
enjoy working there so far

it's funny how some pple brain works
i was stunned to hear the complain details we recieve today
who would complain if u see a drive sleeping in his lorry
or when the driver park the lorry infront of your car ... normally pple would just ask the driver to shift the lorry ... who would go and take a video cam of the scene ... funny^^
ok not too much details should be said ... haha ... anyway this is my opinion not my company's ...

gg to watch disney on ice with susan in March ... looking forward to it ... have not been gg to any sadium or theatre for quite a while =] ... anyway i didnt know mulan is one of the disney princesses

anyway i am blogging at this timing because i can't fall asleep ... all thanks to crist who reminded me that the release A lvls result is near today ... something that i wish would never be release =]

went to amk hub

2009-02-10T23:01:00.005+08:00

its feb already
and this is my first post for feb =]

my hair is still wet
got back not long ago
went to amk hub with ml, gi and wy tonight (gi is till crazy over ukiss, wy still have the medicine smell, ml is still slow by half a beat)
the food is not nice ... i am not picky ...
bought new schdule planner .. juz finish planning ... got sick of my old planner
going to remove my nail polish and apply new one later

just rmb tml i need to get up early for piano lesson ...
gg straight to work after that
kind of busy tml
now i wish i rmb i have piano lesson juz now .. so that i can go and sleep now
anyway i am not tired now
having sleepless night quite often now ... since everyone is constantly reminding me that my results are gg to be out very soon ...
hehe ... nervous ... dont expect much myself ... but still hope that i can get into uni ...

gotto wait for my phone to charge ...
meanwhile i am gg to watch TV and do my nails ...
so bye bye !!

have an early night everyone^^
SZ

2009 CNY

2009-01-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

hi all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ...
when in to Malaysia for 3 days ... was back yesterday night
had so much fun ... hahaha

second day had my cousin drove me out to shop ... it's good that they had their lisence ... dont have to stuck with the older generation now =]
at night almost all my relative arrive
saw my uncles dancing ... they were all drunk
one of them go to the extent of taking a handkerchief and dance cha cha
they drag my cousin in to dance with them too
it was all too funny ... cos they were ususally so strict
uncle bought a karaoke system ... it was on the whole day ... we sang till like 1am at night
thank goodness the police didnt come
fireworks and firecrackers are the ususal thing we would play with during chinese new year
miss the atmosphere so much ... last year didnt go in due to A levels ... lucky A levels are over =]
uncle order buffet too ... the food was so much that we cant finish it ... wad a waste ...
thats all for the new year eve

third day was steamboat and shopping ...
we threw the elderly at home ...
the youngsters went out ourselves to shop ...
my cousin treat us to thai leg massage ... it was an experience ^^ ... took lots of photo ... cos my cousin say not much people would go for massage on the first day of new year ... we were all joking around ... and making the place very noisy ... anyway who cares ... our people fill up the centre ... my cousin was so funny trying to learn thai there ... anyway after learning ... instead of saying 'harder' he said 'ghost' ...
didnt buy much ... cos not many shops were open on new year ...
anyway we were enjoying tai tai life at the shopping centre ...
come back at night ...
when to a coffee shop near woodlands checkpoint to eat cos we were still hungry ... didnt eat much cos all was left was malay food ...

today was out of my house ard eleven ... gg ard to visit my relative ...
only went to three house so far not much time ...
had steamboat for dinner again ...
slept at every house i went ... took medicine and was too tired ... i want to get well soon ... cos i want to eat alot of chinese new year foodsssssss ...

SZ

admiralty park

2009-01-16T12:28:00.002+08:00

had an oone hr driving lesson with daddy yesterday ...
after that went to admiralty park ... it's so beautiful ... i am gg to go back there again ... took some photos ...

monkeys in the park ...

jog home with dad from the park ... well i am getting old ...

this photo is taken last saturday at Bugis ... went there with yi wen ...

cake baking was a failure yesterday ...

today's mood is not that good

SZ

jobs

2009-01-13T10:40:00.002+08:00

-latest updates-
this few days at home chasing drama ... hehe
run run run
gg to get update on dbsk soon =]

well ... will get busy real soon
got an admin job in a company producing LPG ...
and will be tutoring at night =]

SZ

sheng jie b'dae

2009-01-04T14:48:00.003+08:00

picture of my aunt b'dae celebration on the 22nd (cum big uncle and cousin's husband)

b'dae party i attend yesterday ... the cake is so cute and nice ... cant bear to eat it =]

the b'dae boy ... is he cute? cute right!!1

it's pan pan b'dae yesterday ... HAPPY BELATED B'DAE !!

gg gillian hse next week .. haven decide on a day ... its a long time since i see her =]

yesterday was so busy that i got headache ... today is so free that i am so bored ... hehe ...

SZ

DBSK junsu vs BB Taeyang piano battle

2008-12-31T11:00:00.003+08:00

very beautiful
DBSK junsu vs BB Taeyang piano battle
(Don't wanna try and My everything) =]
junsu engRish made me smile

23B bbq

2008-12-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

glad to see wy and ml today =]
haven seen them for quite awhile ...
miss the 3 girls so much ...
gillian is enjoying herself in korea now ... so good ... i also wanna go and find junsu !!!
see quite a few of 23B peeps =]
catch up abit with them

i muz mention this
glad to hear from ml that she likes the korean songs on my blog
will remove them soon
so that she would miss the songs on my blog ... hehehe ... jkjk
hope she would fall in love with dbsk too
then i can tok dbsk language with her ... haha ...

peeps if i owe you anything do tell me
i dont wan to owe pple stuff over the new year =]

anyone got office job lobang tell me ^^

gg down to kl this week ...

fahrenheit got new song =]
my yan ya lun is becoming so handsome !!!!

juz come back from bbq
hair still wet
gg to catch up with my dbsk
bye bye

SZ

Xiah's birthday

2008-12-15T11:37:00.003+08:00

You have a kissing scene, Jaejoong-sshi's fans might not like to see that (t/n: might hate to see)

- I'm afraid to death (affectionately). But i can't help it, it's not about that, It's the smoke (laughs). My homepage has been accessed by many of Jaejoong-sshi's fans. They say "You need to take care of Jaejoong oppa. Jaejoong oppa is a good man" and "Don't make NGs on the kissing scenes"
the fans are so cute and funny =]

dbsk won quite a few awards at golden disk awards =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!
hehe~

went to cousin wedding yesterday
took the whole day
so tired
anyway hope they have a baby soon =]

trip to KL is delayed ...
but dont think i will be go to 23B chalet ...
wanna rest at home

gg to 4/4 bbq later in the day ...
haven decide what time to go yet ...

SZ

sentosa volley ball

2008-12-06T20:30:00.003+08:00

went down to sentosa siloso beach today ...
0723B went there to play volley ball
manage to see some of them
haven seen them since chem paper
cant make it for the chalet also
so it's good to see them today =]
sunburnt~

after that went down to novena with sue
saw gillian there ... die hard fans ...
haha ... her mirotic disc still with me ^^

Last For One last leaving tml already
so sad ... they are so good!!
this is one of their performance ... if you like them go down to square 2 and catch their last performance tml ^^

would be busy with weddings soon =]

feel so sorry that alumni practices always clash with my family meetings ...
haven go to any practice ... hehe ...

<3 Junsu
SZ

A lvls over !!!

2008-11-20T13:02:00.009+08:00

when two groups meet =]

A levels officially over ...
trying to get and decide on a job to do now ...
wanna earn lots and lots of money quickly ...

this is big bang: they are worth loving ...

G-dragon on ysmm cut:he is so cool~

this is u-kiss:

u-kiss on mnet:

Join this forum is you fall in love with them >.-
ukiss sg

Junsu is getting very cute recently =]
presenting to you ... my cute husband !!!

love this scene on yunho in wrong number ...
hmmm ... i can already imagine what gillian is gg to say if she see this =]

so hot~

SZ

coming back soon ...

2008-10-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

sex

2008-10-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

promise that i will blog about it
so here it is:
won scrabble (dont know spell correctly anot) with the word sex today
SEX and OX
a total of 39 points for just this few letters ...
haha
not bad not bad ....

had been gg down to bishan to study recently ...
yap

might not come online till end of A levels ... might not only ... haha
think
gg to stack my books on my computer table
so that it would block the monitor
to prevent me from coming online
haha

gambate!!! hwaiting!!!

SZ

a levels coming real soon

2008-10-20T16:12:00.004+08:00

'how much (more) would it take'? [Autumn Tale]

seriously speaking
i dont feel confident at all in taking the A levels
now i wish i have alot more time to study for this exam
just like wad mr tan says
from the start of the year everyone had been warning us that we got to start studying realy hard early
but no one wants to listen
and prefer to suffer now
... haha
how weird ...
we always dont learn our lesson

crazy over piano scores recently ...
love my piano =]

new hair ... i prefer red than black

they are sweeping awards ever since mirotic is out ... hooray !!

studying~
it's time to give my 100%

Good Luck for my exam ^^
tada.

SZ

A level is coming

2008-10-11T20:57:00.005+08:00

haha ... saw this two brothers on the bus home today they are so cute
first they board the wrong bus ... their mother screaming after them ...
then on the bus the elder brother want to seat beside his brother ...
after awhile the elder ask politely do you want to change place and they change seat ...
then the ypunger brother ask his elder brother innocently whether the two bus is racing to see who is faster ... the elder brother replied 'ya' ...
they had funny discussion looking out of thw window
then they decided to play game by the name of 'ji dan ji dan'(egg egg)
the elder brother seems to have some difficulty pointing and counting ... anyway the game wasnt fair ... the younger brother seems to be losing ... before the whole game end ... they alight ...
^_^ was having fun watching them ... haha

Amanda fall in love with haze ... that's a surprise ... lolz ...

Slept through eagle eye yeasterday ... forst time lolz .. pay money to sleep ... damn tired ...
sue slept through out too ...
only Amanda and Jasmine watching ...
Monday we are going to watch connected .. yeah =]

it's ard twenty days to A level ... woohoo ... jia you jia you ...

shinee imitation ... so cute ... haha

they won M!net ... cool~

dbsks so active recently ... arghhhhh ... and my A lvl is coming ... so sad ....
now i wish they are in japan ... haiz ...

i dont like people who change my schedule ... but it is ok ... what is past is past ... just feel that it is a pity thats all ...

Goh Su Zhuang HWAITING !!!!!

SZ

messy now

2008-10-06T19:38:00.003+08:00

i feel like dying now

a sense of worriness seems to be too overwhelming for me
i dont know what happen
but i dont seems to be able to find the peace that i once found in piano and music

right know i am feeling a mixture of anxiety, anger and loss
and i cant continue with my work with a peaceful mind
feeling very frustrated
the feeling of i wan to get something done is so strong in my heart
but the thing is i dont know what is it

ok i lost track of what i said
i feel very messy now
thats it
bye bye ....

- i will constantly remind myself to be positive, at times it just seems so difficult to keep up to it ... now i just wish someone could save me out of my current state of mind and move on ....

SZ

struggling with works

2008-10-02T02:58:00.003+08:00

haiz
i am so tired

the pile of stuff that needs to be done
is not encouraging me to be awake
there is so much stuff to study and do
and so much i dont know ... where should i start from??
hope i can catch up ... haiz ...

half my cells are gone trying to do chem and bio ...
ok .. i will try to do as much as possible before sch time ...

jia you jia you
try again, never stop believing~
positive positive +++

STUDY STUDY STUDY

SZ

angry !!!

2008-09-29T14:57:00.002+08:00

who the hell are you to be so arrogant
so what if you do well
who give you the right
i will make sure you dont show your arrogant in-front of me again
i am now full of anger ...
idoit idoit idoit idoit idoit ....
turn you into a mouse then you know ...

just angry ~
i know i have to bare part of the responsibility ...

i will work hard
and constantly remind myself of your attitude today ...
watch it !!

ryeowook singing

2008-09-25T01:13:00.001+08:00

jia you jia you ~

ryeowook singing Saranghamnida ... it's awesome!!

ryeowook singing an oldies ... great voice =]

prelim 2 over

2008-09-21T15:04:00.004+08:00

prelim 2 is over and gone
didnt do well :(

3 more days to mirotic release
going to die waiting
haha

thanks everyone for celebrating my birthday with me =]
had lots of fun

gg broke ....
sept so many people birthday ...

study hard and play hard
i think i play harder than i study ... lolz

going to mug real hard for A levels
jia you jia you

i love studying i love studying
hmmmm ... positive mindset ...
believe in yourself and you would do better ... this is what mindedge taught me ...
i like dbsk too =p

gg to tuition now
buai ... hope i dont waste my tuition fees away

SZ

lets mug hard together =] hwaiting!!!!!

stories from email

2008-09-02T08:38:00.005+08:00

come back from a jog
awake for ard 7hrs already

receive this mail on 'office budget cut'
here are some aparts from the mail:
[Sick Days:
We ! will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you! are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.

Bereavement Leave:
This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non employees attend the funeral arrangements in your place. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently leave one hour early.

Bathroom Breaks:
Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the stalls. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the stall door will open!, and a picture will be taken. After your second offense, your picture will be posted on the company bulletin board under the 'Chronic Offenders' category. Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sectioned under the company's mental health policy.

Lunch Break:
* Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch, as they need to eat more, so that they can look healthy.
* Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure.
* Chubby people get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim-Fast. ]
hmmm ... what would happen if this is our company ...
haha ... i guess munling picture would be paste on the bulletin board quite often ... lolz ...

this is from another mail i recieve:
【一道终身受用的测试题】
你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。
你经过一个车站。
有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。
但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？
我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。
还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让
你这么心动的人了。

在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：

“给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'
每个人我认识的人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人（包括我在内）一开始都没想到。

小哲理：
是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）? 有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多。

baby at home:

cute and adorable
love babies
well when they grow up it would be a different case =]

ok lots more work to be done
buai buai
SZ

graphics -restless-

2008-09-01T20:00:00.001+08:00

feeling very restless ...

teacher's day celebration

2008-08-30T21:01:00.002+08:00

teachers' day celebration.
innova's:

chr's:

indecent coach~

muscle aching
getting old

mixed up all the econ graphs...

appreciate what you have and what's around you~
SZ

sick for the past few days

2008-08-24T21:59:00.003+08:00

after a few days of sleep finally feel so much better
whenever i get sick
mummy would treat me like a queen
and this is the period of time where i would start to feel guilty for all the things i shouldnt have done
be it to my family or anyone
how i wish i could throw everything a side and enjoy time together with everyone

well was in sub-coma for the past few days ...
barely got up
sleep and sleep and sleep
seriously speaking i feel like sleeping now too
but gotto complete my work for tml sch
i haven touch any of the work yet
well have to force myself to burn midnight oil

couldnt really remeber much about what i did the past few days
anyway i spend my time on my bed ...
i guess i got nth much to remember too haha

the first thing i do when i go tuition today is to buy peanuts
suddenly feel like eating peanuts the past few days
so when i finally got out of bed i went to buy peanuts
and i ate it during tuition
gotto keep it a secret
if my parents find out i eat peanuts they will kill me
haha ...

ok i miss everyone
was hoping this friday could meet up with some of my oild frenz
but everyone is so busy
haiz
was reminded that i should study
yap especially when prelim is at the door-step
i juz dun feel like touching my books ... it makes my head ache
my head are still aching occassionally ....

it is juz one of those days where i wish i could enjoy myself
no worries
this always happen when i am sick
juz feel that i should enjoy my life
what if i die yesterday
i would regret not doing things i enjoy

something that i learn when i am sick
i takes alot of energy to focus on one thing
and it takes more effort to get a thing done

anyway
i cut my hair
and
good luck to those pple who are having exams ...

got this from my sis and thought of sharing it with everyone
this is a story about four pple:
Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job and everybody was asked to do it. Everybosy was sure somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was everybody's job. Everybody thought anybody could do it, but nobody realised that everybody wouldn't do it. It end up that everybody blamed somebody when actually nobody asked anybody.

back to reality ....
work hard for A's
jia you jia you

SZ

breaking stoning

2008-08-21T23:02:00.003+08:00

just wake up half an hour ago
and i did nth except stoning
could get myself to start
so i choose to kick start by doing something like blogging instead on continue stoning

i am developing this habit of getting into coma once i had my dinner
which is really bad
cos it disrupt my sleeping hour and time
ok i am becoming abnormal
lets see ... i have ard 8 hrs before school starts
well the pile of homework is never ending
at the rate that i am studying at you wont believe that i am having prelim next week
i have not done any revision yet
and i am spending my time stoning more than ever

saw a shirt hanging on a tree under py blk ... and i took a pic

Mr azahar card

..... had nth much to say also
SZ

genting trip pics

2008-08-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

some pics on genting trip

1st aunt, kat and grandma

haze ... dont know what she is trying to do anyway

haze and my sis

nice show

well ... things are not always easy ...
we just got to learn and adapt ...

not sleeping much ...
drinking wine lately to cure my headache ...
dad and grandma pushing all kinds of medicine and drinks to me ... well they claim it is beneficial ... but i dont know if a mixture of everything is good anyway ...

will cut my hair soon =]

attitude matters,
SZ

pictures

2008-08-15T20:40:00.002+08:00

initial drawing of yun

evolution of yun ... well the drawing is too young, cute and nice compared to real-life ...

draft on 23B shirt

gillian drawing on sungmin ...

magnify msg on the drawing ...
well ... in reality ....
sungmin is mine and junsu is mine too ....

visualiser negative - pencil in contrast

nth much to say also ...
JIA YOU everyone =]

wad am i doing ... haiz...
SZ

acapella championship

2008-08-12T15:23:00.007+08:00

photo taken on 080808

trying to cature 080808 on my watch during morning assembly ... a failure =]

took it randomly at the grass-patch outside sch ... cos it reminds me of GM food ...

well ... our national day present

my finish hi-lighter ... haha ...

gillian pic capture by wy

ml holding my water bottle

these are capture on yesterday acapella championship:

ms tan tag with vox on it ... dont understand why the register her under vox in the first place ... a few of her schs are in the competition too ... well ... i took this pic in an obscene position ...

well ... my backstage pass for esplanade ...
first look of backstage there give us the feeling of hospital ... thats how esplanade backstage look like =]

a full length mirror in the dressing room

another mirror in the dressing room

this is to show the sink in the dressing room ... not the pple

and artistic pic took by me while lying down on the sofa ... this is the ceiling outside our dressing room ...

another artistic work of mine ... but this time round it is the ceiling in the dressing room

crazy girls fiddling with the instructor hair ... trying to make her look pretty so that she could get a bf and be married ... haha ... well couldnt put a pic with her face clearly seen up ... gotta protect her reputation ... lolz

clowie taking a pic of herself ... i took it while lying on the sofa ... i tot it look artistic too ... haha

jill singing a few melody before gg on stage

seah hui, clowie and me

me and clowie

me and poy

well thats most of the pics i have with me right now ...

-study study study-

SZ

2008-08-02T22:04:00.011+08:00

-ranting-
i wanna sleep many many many hours
have alot alot alot of sleep
do
everything i like
haiz
it's juz one of those days where i miss the old
times

acapella this is one thing i really like

look at the pile
of work on my table
where should i start
looks like i am never gonna
finish it
the amt of workload really discourage me alot
but i know this
is necessary
results dont fall down from the sky
moreover still feel
depress about it
hope all the work i put in now would not be wasted
eventually

stop discouraging me
it wont help
and it's useless
till this pt of time
after so much i went thru
now u are telling me
maybe u make the wrong decision
i really feel like cursing

love
piano~

i dont understand
when time is so limited now
i juz wanna
get things done fast and efficiently
i dont get it why pple juz dun wan to
focus
whether is it in choir, gathering, or wad so ever
everyone juz get
so distracted easily
have so much to say
sorry it juz makes me mad
i
know i am not very focus and efficient myself
but shouldnt we try to make
things more effective
pple we have one week left? one month left? two months
left?
sorry it juz so happens that i develop this habit of getting very
impatient this year
because there is so much stuff to be done
every
teacher would just look at you and say
too bad you just got to balance your
time
whether it is academic or any other thing

understand that
sometime juz wanna relax abit
but look at the time and occasion
sorry
their lack of urgency juzt pissed me off
look at the clock and think
how much time can we waste???

it may be me alone
me myself and I
that get overly serious
sometimes i also wanna throw away everyhting and
go wadeva i like
sleep all i can
play all i can
but reality is
reality
haiz
my life ...
what if i die tml
would i regret not
playing enough today????

anyway muz thank py for sending me jia you on friday
although it is so random and out of the blue
it helps =]

winter sontana sad song is playing below my flat
it makes me feel sad all of a sudden

i know everyone is struggling
and it is not the time to get everyone feel down
JIA YOU JIA YOU x)
hang on ....

'music tame the beast'
SZ

uni talk

2008-07-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

phrase of the day: focus on one thing and do well in it is better than not doing well for everything ... dont try to stretch ... do the things you are good and interested in ...
almost every professor say this today

'moneymoneyhomhomhom'
i am not tired
i am not tired
'moneymoneyhomhomhom'
a magic to keep myself working =]

anyone knows where to get cross stitch ...
i am finding for it

'moneymoneyhomhomhom'
eyes open eyes open eyes open

hehe
full of crabs*yummy*

i juz wanna do well and get in

SZ

k1 gand finale

2008-07-26T21:23:00.007+08:00

yesterday went to the funeral after ptm
wad a scene
didnt know that grand-uncle of mine is in gang
so all his buddies came down from penanag yesterday
they even put their gang flag up

today perform at K1
yap another performance
so sad didnt manage to visit the whole place ... was rushing off
two more weeks and i can concentrate on my studies =]
finally saw the s'pore flyer and i know wad it is now ...
i was telling poy it turns so slowly it would take hours to complete one round
and guess wad she said
she ask me is it turning??
and i laughed

our stage =]

foot of thoughts-
yes everyone questioning why i dont sleep
mummy kept nagging about it
the pt is i hate my life now
and by sleeping more on day and less on another
is to motivate myself
cos i would think that
hey at least i mange to rest well some of the days
stop telling me to sleep consistently
u know i dun have the time
and the only way to keep me gg is trying to comfort myself that i still get days where i can rest alot

life is juzt so unpredictable
u came with nth
and u leave with nth
who knows wad would happen yesterday
all the cryings i heard ...
death is juz leaving this world
had lots of feeling about life and death now
the image of the corpse is still in my head
nah shant think about it

because of the funeral i had 3 families squeeze into my hse yesterday night
all the rooms were pack
first time had really so so so many pple at my hse
all lazy to go back malaysia
cos today need to attend funeral again
and my hse is the nearest to my grand-uncle so hse
so end up all call up to book 'hotel'
lolz

a week has passed again ~

SZ

ice coffee made by my maid ... very very nice

shuhan's cake on her b'dae

snail comics

2008-07-22T04:16:00.001+08:00

tired

2008-07-18T19:07:00.006+08:00

(editied)

it had been a busy week
and i am exhausted

trying my best to work hard now
hope i can persist ...

jia you sz
you can do it man

somehow i juz got to get use to the word cancer
when i am in this family
mummy went into malaysia to see that particular relative whom i am not very close too
(she seems to be quite affected by it
heard that mum grew up with him
anyway everyone is rushing in to see him now
seems to be at the last stage ...)

anyway if anyone know where i can get stitching kit do tell me ....

many many busy weeks to go ~

tighten you nerve and start working,
SZ

feel like it .. haha

i wan to go!! =]

haiz

2008-07-10T23:13:00.005+08:00

yesterday kx come my hse
i believe i am the first one to see her make-up
haha
she remind me of evangeline when it comes to make up lolz
both of them have the same reaction
lolz

had a chat with her
and i am motivated to study again
gotta be more determine =]

anyway i had nth much to say
everyday is juz eat, sleep, school ... over and over again

it seems that the kung fu panda quote very popular
the one on the
the past is history
the future is mystery
now is gift thats why it is present
every teacher seems to like to say it
ok i know
treasure the present given

it seems that every teacher is very desperate
everyone is using different tactic to make us stuyd very hard from now on
chem lecturer today use sarcasm
mr wong try the good effort method
then there is mr azahar who try to encourage us
saying that altough other teacher say there is no time left
there is still time left
and encourage us to work hard
i really appreciate it
with all the dissapointment
this really somehow make me feel better and wan to work hard

ok enough of studies ...

this is a nice show worth watching
the storyline is good =]
命中注定我爱你

and
篮球火 is gg to start showing on the 27th of july
after rolling love

this is a new show filming
爱就宅一起
rainie, jiro and ben is in it

recommendation: go and watch dbsk 3rd japan live tour concert
i must say they really have very good live performance
really worth watching
haha ... it is really very good ...

Winston Churchill: “Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.”

Zig Ziglar: “People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily.”
haha

SZ

to everyone:

bad grades

2008-07-08T18:04:00.006+08:00

the cover for issue 6 from broader perspective
it caught many pple attention
how true is it~

rather sad over my grades
tears roll down on the way back home
i know what is done is done

simply feel bad about it
i know mum and dad would not say much about the issue
but after all the money spend
this i what i get
i just feel dissapointed

some may think that it is impossible to improve alot in one month
but i manage to do that during my O's
somehow i juz pin higher hopes on my result this time round
it is dissapointing

it is always easier said then done

*positive positive*
maybe i just didnt work enough
so i shall continue to work harder =]
<3 sungmin

afterall this is not the end
the Earth is still revolving round the sun
life goes on~

just feel like saying this 잘해봐

feeling tired *yawn*
SZ

pics ... abit here and there

2008-07-04T22:01:00.006+08:00

tue went out with 4/4 peeps
it seems like a long time since so many pple turn up and we went out
as in hang ard woodlands area
to celebrate ms chee b'dae
play games at the bball
wadeva it is
had lots of fun
yeah =]

this is the sweet brought back by my cousin from japan
this sweek looks like eraser .. the pic is not clear
the adults dun believe it is sweet anyway

this is by gillian
she sew it herself
thanks alot =)

A is exams
gambate !!

munling's cornflakes
i like the colour alot
so colourful
she ate it in the LT
the rats much be eyeing her in the corner
haha

esther flower *randomly*

stuck on this show lately ... very nice
hehe ... as ususal i like detective show ...

hmmm ... what are they looking at?? *curious curious*

caught them on camera ... haha ...
looking at the LCD screen ...

as ususal my results sucks
no offence ...
life goes on =]

life is full of choices
what your life is today, are due to the choices you had made~
SZ

second last day of prelim 1

2008-06-30T12:23:00.005+08:00

i like that shinee song on gillian's blog
oh my
shouldnt get myself involve in another group
hmmmm ... not advisable ... gal u are taking your A lvl

tml last paper
hooray
study study study ...

sometimes i wonder
she is too much like her
i didnt do it on purpose ...

dbsk 2008 T Live Tour performance really very nice
haha

tml is ms chee b'dae
haiz ... when will it be mdm
i am joking
lolz
it had been a long time since i last see her

i cut my hair yesterday ^.^

my com is operating very slowly this few days

love chemistry =](this is so random, when i know my results sux)

ever since IJ -influences-
the genre of songs that i like have been shifting(i realise)
and the subject i like have been like 'free mobile electrons' changing as and when it like
hehe

and i get to appreciate the fact that i get to study
Just like BALL

Stephen Hawking said:“When one's expectations are reduced to zero, one really appreciates everything one does have”
Walt West said:“The trouble with doing something right the first time is that nobody appreciates how difficult it was”
Someone said this “I have realizations, like that life is bigger than us. People forget that, but I'm always aware of it. Like when I'm in the bathroom looking at my toilet paper, I'm like 'Wow! That's toilet paper?' I don't know if we appreciate how much we have.”

SZ

tots ... short post ... exam

2008-06-25T13:21:00.004+08:00

yes in the process of having exam
after doing a few papers i know that i wont score well
wadeva it is i will try my best for the rest of the paper
althou it is only sch exam(like daddy say)i still wanna do well in it
i had enough dissapointment since school life

anyway decided to go for GP tuition
hope my GP would improve
it's time to start passing GP
it's less then half a year to A lvl

no matter wad happen to my result this time round
i would continue to study for my A lvl
afterall giving up at this stage is a very stupid thing to do
while sleeping yesterday ...
i decided that i would not ponder upon the marks i get this time round
will just continue working

hehe

it's all about the amount of hardwork you put in
you reap what you sow

生命的價值，不在於形體，而在於我們做了什麼？
SZ

back from genting

2008-06-12T16:03:00.004+08:00

juzt got back from genting
will post pics some other day

feel like scolding my com
abcdefghijklmnop #@!~~%^&&**&6%$
i cant do anything with it
so stupid
maybe it is time to change a new one
cant stand my com
arghhhhhh
*abish*

had lots of fun over at genting
watch narnia there
i love the show
king peter look cute
hehe
it's the first time i go into a cinema in malaysia

the weather was good
i love there
how i wish i dun have to come back and take any exams
haha
dreamz .. aslan ( haha u wont understand)
saw my instructor there

the same thing always happen on the last day
wadeva
should forget it

the rest shall be my memories ...
tada.

it's all about experiencing,
SZ

after choir camp

2008-06-03T20:14:00.009+08:00

the camp is over
i had fun
and it was very slack
the free time is more than the training time lo

they got this JUZ-B lead singer Afwan down to have a workshop with us
i will remember his growl man
he is loud yes
and he is very funny

the food are all very nice
normally u dun get nice food in camp

drank a little liquor at the camp (illegal)
play some cards
some stuff happens but nvm it is over
gossip with the seniors
ok onli the seniors would know
had election ... the result is ... hmmmm ... wadeva

i had lots of fun
and it dun really looks like a camp at all
cos we slack alot

got this from the juniors

ok i am tired
tada.

SZ

it's so hard to say goodbye(dbsk)

Juz B-qing fei de yi(couldnt find the video i was told to find)

BIGEAST (i love it)
Shine

Loving it

Forever love

Others

choose twenty pple survey

2008-05-30T22:19:00.007+08:00

(edited)
In respond to gillian post:

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this

#1. Gillian
#2. Mun Ling
#3. Wun Yen
#4. Pan Ying
#5. Kexin
#6. Teck Meng
#7. Jie Ning
#8. Zhao Xiu
#9. Elson
#10. Mei Ping
#11. Jasmine
#12. Gerald
#13. Brandon
#14. Esther
#15. Jae Joong
#16. Junsu
#17. Taeyeon
#18. Tiffany
#19. Ryeowook
#20. Sungmin

How did you meet#14?
(Esther) first day at 23B… dun know the date… lolz

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
(Gillian) I would not have come across this twenty pple thing… and life in sch would be bored … no one would talk about Junsu with me.

What if #9 and #20 dated?
(Elson and Sungminn) Omg they would be gay. I dun mind. Then I can get to know sungmin… haha

Will #6 and #17 date?
(Teck Meng and Taeyeon) Fat hope. Taeyeon is having a scandal with Xiah. And Teck Meng isnt available anymore.

Describe #3
(Wun Yen) She is the aunty in the school. Life is school is so much better with her around. Hmmmm… she is crazy and she love to burp. She play badminton =]

Is #8 attractive?
(Zhao Xiu) No comment =]

Describe #7
(Jie Ning) She is basically a monster and I would remember her for life. She is throwing chocolate at others to make pple fat. Hehe

Know any of #12's family members?
(Gerald) Know no-one. Somehow I just know his best friend… Jemimah

What language doesn't #15 speaks?
(Jae Joong) Urdu (Pakistan official language)… I am sure

Who is #9 going out with?
(Elson) No idea.

How old is #16?
(Junsu) Not sure. Twenty-odd

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
(Brandon) Yesterday, in school. (did i? couldn’t remember)

Who is #2 favourite band/singer?
(Mun Ling) I don’t know :/

Is #19 single?
(Ryeowook) I don't know… should be yes

What is #10 last name?
(Mei Ping) Ping zhi

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
(Jasmine) I am straight unlike gi and wy. Hmmm… we wont be together for sure(guarantee plus stamp)… we would juz fight all day =]

School of #3
(Wun Yen) My school. IJC

How does #5 talk?
(Kexin) Forgot. Juz know that she got a dog and is attached. Yeah! Hehe

Where does #6 live?
(Teck Meng) Woodlands. Somewhere near vista(should be).

What's your favourite thing about #4?
(Panying) She is patient(now I dun know). She got the same surname as me. She used to chat with me =]

What's the best thing about #20?
(Sungmin) I love him =] … He sings, dance, and play the guitar well. He is very flexible too.

What makes #17 a good friend?
(Taeyeon) If she didn’t take away Junsu =]

When was the last time you saw #14?
(Esther) Yesterday, at the door step of IKEA.

Five people to do this:
Ryeowook, Sungmin, Junsu, Jae Joong, Yunho … hehe … since when did SZ follow game rule … haha …

ps. lots of spelling error and i dun know if the name at the qn and those on the top are the same ... might see wrongly ... didnt check ;)

Giilian's version of IF!?!?!? (sing to the tune of balloon)

Junsu had an If...!?
Taeyeon had an If...
They exchanged low fives
at Hollywood Bowl's Korean Music Festival!

I will not lose out,
Taesu is rubbish!
This song is called IF!?!?!?
And I will give Junsu a low five someday!

Taeyeon and Kimjunsu,
had solo songs named if~
but we Cassiopeias willl not lose.
They went out together,
but i bet he was reluctant.
Haha Taeyeon, told you
Junsu's mine!

I'll write a song named if,
if you wish.
Junsu's not for you!
Stop being scandalous
and stick to your Shi Neo Shi Dae.

Dng dng dng dng dngdng -does the dorky head dance-

i shall say ... gillian u are talented :)
*i see someone flying up the sky now...lolz*

friday

2008-05-30T10:50:00.011+08:00

yeah its friday !!
ok nothing to yeah about
i think i am really spending everyday like holiday which i really shouldnt

tue played squash and badminton with a bunch of friend(listing would gain no marks=])at yio chu kang CC after bio
here are the photos:

took it from gi blog haha

anyway wad is the finalise bio date?? keep changing haiz

yesterday after math went down to IKEA(i feel like a kid when i see furniture) to have lunch with a bunch of friends too

see wastage of food ... ai yoyo
but everyone was too full ... haha

gi composed a if!?!?!? during math test yesterday
sounds not bad
still waiting for her to post the lyrics
hehe

yesterday is sis birthday
went down to orchard with gi afetr IKEA(that stupid guy on the bus)
got her some small gift from there
i spend thirty odd dollars on her
bought a lot of stuff for myshelf too
hey gi spend more than me ... haha ...
so now she cannot say i spend slot =]
got myself some poster(my heart, mind and soul)
today morning mum wake up
her first reaction was ... your sis paste somemore stuff on her wall again lolz
spend almost $80
siao liao
after shopping gi went back to her anderson for campfire
and i took a lonely train ride home from amk*sob*

ok should really stop spending
all the after school event should stop really soon too
i need to study
come next week i will start to have intensive training
no time no time
time is leaking away
study study study

today have econs lesson again
didnt do any essay(bad gal bad gal)
after that gg to play tennis and squash with a bunch of pple
then gg out to watch movie with ml, ester and dun know whoever
yeah gg to watch NARNIA
dun even know got ticket anot
after that meeting my cousin to eat swensen
she say she wanna treat ... but i scared the movie too late ... if end late then i dun wanna eat liao
anyway it is good thing that pple are treating me
haha
another day of spending
haiz

sometime u juz wish things wont change
but as time goes by
u realise u change too
and u adapt
the fittest survive(random)
and u get use to your current life
wad u use to dislike
u somehow find it normal and like it now
and u feel that the past and u somewhat have a deflationary gap(econs=])
wadeva
i love my friends
the 3 crazy girls are as crazy as ever(someone.. dun know who... took my pic while i am sleeping waiting for the rain to stop *hmmm who is the guilty one*)
gi i will remember your rain dance for life

p.s. didnt post the bad sign language up ... anyway who can tell me if u put yur thumb in between your index finger and middle finger wad does it mean?? somehow no one can explain

live your day fruitfully~
SZ

snsd

2008-05-28T21:16:00.011+08:00

(edited)
taeyeon 'if...'

junsu 'if...!?'

gillian you lose already
comeon show me your if...!!!
haha

M!Countdown -강타 and 태연- couldnt find a very clear version*haiz*

SNSD - Kissing You (look out for Donghae)

introducing SNSD 소녀시대

a nine member girl group:

Yoona 윤아
Tiffany 티파니
Yuri 유리
Hyoyeon 효연
Sooyoung 수영
Seohyun 서현
Taeyeon 태연(the leader)
Jessica 제시카
Sunny 써니

ok i admit i somehow like their songs after listening to it today
why junsu? haiz=](i got numb of the news already)

anycall

juz couldnt left him out haha

they have a new few songs
sweet and sour(commercial)
stay with you(jap)
some of their shows are up too ...
i am still waiting for that detective show hehe

(randomly~)

슈퍼주니어:
Leeteuk 이특-박정수 Park Jungsu
Kim Heechul김희철
Hankyung 한경-韩庚 Han Geng
Yesung 예성-김종운 Kim Jongwoon
Kangin 강인-김영운 Kim Youngwoon
Shindong 신동-신동희 Shin Donghee
Lee Sungmin 이성민 <3
Eunhyuk 은혁-이혁재 Lee Hyukjae
Lee Donghae 이동해
Choi Siwon 최시원
Kim Ryeowook 김려욱
Kim Kibum 김기범
Cho Kyuhyun 조규현

busy holiday(the start)

2008-05-26T20:34:00.004+08:00

its the start of the june holiday
which i doubt i am gg to have it anyway
wadeva i am happy that it is afterall a holiday

decided to go for acapella competition
that means i got to go for the 2nd and 3rd june camp
and intensive training during jun holiday
coupled with extra lesson and genting trip
i doubt i have much time to study
but i will try to study as much as i can with all the time left

it had been a long time since i played badminton
tml gg to play wif the class in late afternoon at some CC
heard the friday squash was fun
wy say i would love it
cos it is very violent
haha
i miss the fun lolz
heard of the funny where is sz news also
thursday gg down to orchard with gi again
anyway i am gg to make full use of my holiday
would make sure it is a very fruitful one

sun tuition also extend hours
from 4:30 to 8:30 if i am not wrong
morning got math tuition
there goes all my sunday
haha

today GP killed me
it is so difficult
at least for me
shall strive for my other subject then
somehow i became immune to failling
haha

ok i am feeling very happy that i can study

a little noise at home whould make things happier =]

miss gg out with the old clique
all the funs
where stress level was lower
which means reaction is faster cos need lower activation energy(randomly)
would try to squeeze out one day to go out with them
somehow they are all very busy too

a short holiday to go ...
SZ

juz got home from concert

2008-05-24T22:44:00.005+08:00

(edited)
juz got home from concert
thanks evangeline dad drove me home
saw a few frenz there
almost lost my voice yesterday after all the singing
so i was forbidden to talk *haiz*
thank god my voice is ok today
the concert is a success
at least i enjoy it
the principals were surprise
ok it is time for them to me more supportive
haha
thanks everyone for their support msg
we did a great job
although it is not perfect ... lolz
i had so much cakes, puff and chocolate that i feel like puking at the sight of it
my stomach is in pain now
i think i eating too much backstage lolz
anyway rp backstage so cool
can shower
got heater somemore
saw many seniors today
had a good time
didnt know ms goh was gg until she msg me before the concert lolz
she say she is gg to ask for my autograph *haha*
anyway concert is over
and it is juz gg to be another good memory of mine
next week got bbq that would depends whether i could change my shift anot
ok the fun should end here
its time to study now
monday having prelim
ok i will study
go go go!!

nanu having a concert on the 30th
who wanna go tell me
cos i feel like gg too

it is still best if u are not at home
i hate talking to u all
it makes my blood boils
ok it is a good day shant spoil my mood now

i will miss everyone~
SZ

our dressing room ... it look juz like HSM

forgot to take pic of other rooms
more pics to come up once i got it
after all the counting down it is finally over
and i can finally step-down from my CCA
joining the alumni anyway
balls ...
after four years ... our choir became mature lolz

day before concert

2008-05-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

juz got home
damn tired now

concert tml
wearing skirt and heel*omg*
hope it will go fine
todays performance they all went sharp
wadeva
it is always try and die
haha

ok dun think i will study today le
will try to study asap

tml will be another long day

lost time

Myeongji University

scandal

wadeva i am very flare up now
get out of my sight

SZ

last week of school

2008-05-18T20:35:00.005+08:00

wohoo last week of school
a short and busy one
打起精神来,打起精神来

saw a disgusting couple yesterday
they were trying to dig each other nose on the bus
and they make a big din on the bus
so noisy
i cant even sleep

its a tiring weekend
friday rehersal end at ten (so sorry to ml)
by the time i sleep is already so late liao
then gotta wake up to work the next morning
work end at eleven
by the time i reach home already midnight
the best part is i wake up early on sun again for tuition
what a nice weekend i have

ate alot this few day
i get hungry the very next sec
i have a black hole in my stomach
muz be becuase i need alot of energy to stay awake
hmmmmm

my hand is aching in the direction i hold tht tennis racket

sz version of neo-le chatelier's principle:
reservoir is brain cell
as a buffer
large amount of time cannot take it
brain cell pH will change

ok shant slack
jia you jia you

Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try
SZ

morning 6

2008-05-16T06:05:00.002+08:00

one hour more before i go off to school
trying to get a compre done up now

yesterday after sch went to cwp to eat with jasmin, mei ping, gerald, afiq and some others
chat with mp all the way to cwp
she very sotong also
wallet not with her she also didnt realise
until she wan to pay money then realise wallet not with her
afiq kept it anyway
she left it on the table and juz walk off
finally find someone who win ml at being sotong

playing tennis later
then see yun
ahall go choir after that
there is a rehersal today
which would end very very late
god bless
it gonna be a busy day
i am still not prepared to sing
or should i say
i haven been preparing

it had been a long time since i do the things i really want

tada.

SZ

sungmin dance (gal)

sungmin make-up

ranting

2008-05-14T22:00:00.004+08:00

yesterday my few month of tiredness exploded
the moment i reach home and get my stuff unpacked
i lie on the bed and fell asleep
i slept twelve hours
the first time in my jc life
throwing my hmwk away
imagining they are all invisible
and i had a deep deep sleep
i feel so refresh today =]
and my productivity increase by alot
which is good
haha
sleeping is good *rubbish*

ranting~
it gets me very upset
when stuff go unstructured
normally before a day start
i would go thru wad i would do for the day
or at least have some plan in mind
i hate it when things change so last min
or i wasnt prepared for that change
it juz make me very sad for the whole day
and i wont be able to work
low productivity
i expect stuff to be as it is when it was first given
the way it use to be
i hate it when pple mess things up
wadeva
it maybe abit selfish to expect that from everyone
afterall everyone work differently
messy day is definately not my way
sometimes i juz get frustrated
i would appreciate if stuff are return to me in the old form
thats why normally i am very cautious about pple stuff if they are at my hand
maybe it is too much to ask

shall try to do abit of mindmap for econs before sleeping
hope tml disscussion would be fruitful
juz get it over and done with fast
my gp got this problem one-eighth of the time is about unrelevant stuff
sometimes i juz wan to get thing done quickly
but it is not
proceeding
u know it
i hate last min stuff
normally i will do it as quick as possible
blah blah blah~
it all goes down to one thing
sz law: it all depends on my mood

ok it is a wed
half the week is gone
hope tml i pass my jump
god bless

SZ

monday blue

2008-05-12T16:08:00.002+08:00

i am dying
life sux

not in a mood to entertain anyone now

sometimes we gotta learn to be conscious
and not take things for granted

some stuff are not meant to be joke about
no means no
it can be definite at times
and i will juz take it at face value
totally dun feel like wasting my brain cell to think more then neccessary
it juz so happens that at time i can be very stubborn
like i say it all depends on my mood ...

afterall monday are meant to be blue
SZ

kaka went back indonesia/ mother day

2008-05-11T20:56:00.007+08:00

happy mother day to all mother under the sun
shine shine ... hehe

safitri went back indonesia today
so after allan left
my dad drove me and sis to aunt hse
spend a few hours in the airport today
ate there
and mummy almost bought alot of choco
sis commented my mum very rich
as if the choco no need money like that
ah ha
i inherited mummy gene somehow
anyway she should see her mum by now
it will take her a day before she reach home from the airport over there
yes
accessibility is always a problem
her sis looks so small
hmmmm... she cried and told mummy not to forget her
anyway mummy is getting along fine with the new one
apparently she is more of mummy satisfied type

then i rush home
and go over to kovan after i took my stuff
waited quite awhile after tuition
mummy was queueing up at ubi to get roasted duck
there seems to be many pple
reach home and went jogging with mummy and daddy
jog all the way from rp back home
tue need to run 2.4
its so stupid
who cares i still gotta run

mummy prepare so much stuff which could not be finish
anyway yesterday they celebrated without me
so sad
lolz

i was stupid enough to believe haze
i am gonna take it all back

finally i settled down for the day
and i am gg to do all my hmwk now
which i haven started
sian ar
haiz
happy homeworking then
cool woman(who says it gotta be man)~

another long night to go ...
SZ

out of mind

2008-05-09T22:00:00.004+08:00

i shall blog today =]
and i am out of my mind today
afterall it is a friday

there are tonns of homework this weekend
and my weekend is super not free
this implies that
i am dying on weekends too
ok it makes no sense
the words use are wrong
wadeva~

after school play tennis with ml
tennis is fun
but under the hot sun
i feel hot
and dehydrated
respiration is gg on
i drank glucose and undergo glycolysis
ATP is produce
and i continue with the game
and i come home to sleep till seven
haha

ard eight
py come over
after meeting up with kx
and they throw me at home
how nice
i am juz joking
chit chat chit chat
the so call buzzing
for a long time

it is seriously hard to control myself during weekdays
cos all the ATP are use up in sch
i totally cannot control myself at home
so it is good that i study in sch
lets chill~

to me everyday is juz another day
got a long weekend to go
followed by a long weekday
yeah everyday is long

and i still think my life sux for now

PS: my sentence structure are all wrong, too bad =]

Nonsensical post(nonsensical zx argue that she didnt say i spell wrongly ... ok she say that she didnt argue ... who cares =])
cool man~
SZ

feeling angry today

2008-04-29T19:34:00.005+08:00

it's a sucking day
nth big happen also
juz that i hate the day

kept having the feeling that i lost something in life
the problem is
i dun know wad is it
yeah
i am a idoit

i hate everything under the sun
including me

i hate my com
when is it gg to function properly again

abcdefg#&^$#@#^*()&^##@^@ wad the fuck *tooot*

i promise i will blog about this:
JAE JOONG is a guy =]

Sungmin and Ryeowook singing - very very very nice

the song i like from suju - happiness

yo
life sucks

SZ

willy wonka

2008-04-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

i simply cant bring myself to start revision
dun feel like doing anything
yeah

sorry i must make it clear
i didnt criticize willy wonka juz because i have tuition
this only start after PTM
after his stupid 1+1=2
i dun wan pple to think that juz because i have tuition now
i dun need him or wadeva
the fact is he is a wikipedia
and it is a fact that he and the tutor are heaven and earth
of cos my accumulated lousy results need more studies to bring it up again
that is also the reason why i dun wan to regect his 'extra lesson'
although going would only make me more frustrated
explaination do it all ...

they kiss again this coming week final episode
wooho
i am looking forward to it

of cos wad that guy say is right
six month of real hardwork
u will get thru no matter wad
and i agree
juz think that others are studying while u are resting
it motivates =]

i simply cant do stats
its not for me
urgently in need for tuition for stats
my brain cell cannot turn
yeah
and my words are always spelled wrongly this few days
turning the letters ard

gg to try out GP and econs this week
if anyone is good i am gg after jun holi

decided not to go genting
told mummy to go herself
i think i need the time badly to study
cos i am not studying hard for now
so june holidays shld not be further wasted

anyway sungmin is very cute
lookout for him =]
of cos dbsk is still at the top of the list

Beautiful You went up Oricon #one *clap*
third time for dbsk
although i dun really like the song
bcos of the part where changmin went
cause you're so beautiful
haha
but some other find it fine
i juz dun like that part, the rest are ok

*clap* fahrenheit won 年度飞跃大奖

ok i am feeling lazy again
shall work a little more before sleeping

SZ

after ptm

2008-04-18T23:14:00.006+08:00

i cried ...
srry some stuff i juz cannot face it
i am still having a very bad headache now

i will work harder

SZ hwaiting !!

nice dance

long post haha life and death stress

2008-04-08T22:07:00.014+08:00

hwaiting !!!!

''the only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible''