it has been a wonderful and fruitful year time really past didnt even realise today is the last day until py msg me yesterday
to whoever up there pls let me have a blessing 2012 :)
have been reading a little since my acca exam ended a paragraph i got from the book i read: [We spend a lot of time worrying and thinking about the past or the future, and rarely focus on the present. The truth is, the past doesnt exist anymore, it is history, we tend to live our lives as if the past is still happening. the same goes for future. we worry and stress about the future as if it is already happening. the most fascinating part is that we incessantly worry about the future, yet when the future arrives it almost never turns out as bad as we had envisioned it.]
anyway acca exam definately cannot make it it is just a matter of failing 2/3/4 modules :(
when u come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on(Franklin) Alicia
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Sunday, October 02, 2011
Seriously I dont know what is in people's head Katherine is one Maureen another one
My head is too pain to think about anything
Just feel moody for some reason that is too heavy for my brain
Upset, Alicia
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Saturday, September 17, 2011
Back from break .. Zx is eating chewy bar beside me ...
I celebrated my 21st birthday on 911/2011 .. Its a special day .. Friends and relatives came .. I have a fun time .. The best is the night time, where we go chasing after daphne's iphone .. Super fun On the actual day itself, I just had a boring day .. Morning school, afternoon teach tuition until 7pm .. After that I went jogging, because rashes is growing on me due to the shark fin soup .. There is crab inside, so I had a suffering day :-(
Me and vivian are recently getting kbox poison :-)
Super tired, having headache
Junsu is super charming
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Two month have past ..
I am rotting in lecture now .. Forgot to bring my law book .. And the mic is super noisy .. Its making a loud buzzing sound while the lecturer is talking .. I think that is what is keeping me awake .. I feel so sleepy .. Have been watching too much drama recently .. Time to control myself ..
Zx score 19.75/20 for her recent FA test .. I only score 19.25 .. Must study harder, cant let her win me *evil*
On my way to school .. I thought about my uni friend and decide to relate them to an animal ..
Vivian is a white horse .. Calm, quite .. But she can be super high once you get to know her .. Kind and easily manipulated .. Always there for you .. Will travel around with friends even though she dont really like to travel .. Maureen is a grey rabbit .. She is a rabbit .. Everybody likes rabbit .. She can make friend with all kinds of people .. She acts differently with different friends.. She have her own crazy side .. A nice friend but when you think back you will realise you dont really know much of her stuff .. Zx is a colourful hamster .. Those who dont like rats will dislike her at first look .. She dont have a likeable face .. Its easy now to like her .. But she really try to act to be kind to her friends .. She can tolerate her friends but definitely not kind to outsiders .. She like to doll herself .. Not from arich family but because she have lingering with wealthy family friends she incurred a habit for spending without blinking .. She will find all kind of ways to earn money .. Wy is a paper tiger .. She likes to lead but we are not letting her lead .. That cause a bit of problem ;-) .. Haha .. She dont understand how others thought of her .. We have generation gap with her, our brain frequency is different .. She likes to win(in grades and everything else) but is too weak to win .. If she come and ask you your results it means her results are ok .. But if she refuse to tell you her results it means she did badly .. She likes to talk .. Never tell her secret she can easily betray you .. She dont really knows what to say and what not to say at times .. Sugar .. I dont really know her .. She is in love .. And I dont really see her nowadays .. She likes to doll and shop and is just a friend .. Hmmm .. She is a dragonfly .. And I am a sly fox who feel guilty from time to time .. Haha
Going for break .. If the lecturer is still boring, I will blog about my birthday later
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Tuesday, July 19, 2011
What right do you have to make me so depress and angry? You are so good at destroying my days ...
Acca results are out soon ... Hope I can pass all ...
I am going to eat alot today to try to make myself happy again :-(
Watched harry potter ... NICE :-)
I want more time! Shan't be greedy ... I just want 30hours a day will do
Retrospectively, there is a lot of stuff I regret doing
Having bad headache Alicia
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Friday, July 08, 2011
I am going crazy because of a guy name: DOMINIC CHAN
words that describe him? demon
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Wednesday, June 29, 2011
so much to rant about... where to start?
5s ago i was bathing thought alot while bathing so much things to say, to rant ...
school is starting mid-july which means soooon.... life is going to get busy
i did alot this past 2 weeks a doctor clothes a phonics disc bought k-link for my 2 aunt go back sch to print ACCA bks print RMIT bks meet up with all my friends ..... go shopping go find ACCA school go Expo/ chalet watch a few dramas i tried to squeeze my time dry :) fruitful weeks~
getting moody as my days are going to get busy soon
next sem onwards i will be attending to schools RMIT and LSBF one australia one london lessons will end at 10pm for my RMIT next sem so my days are going to start early and end late i will be starting my driving practical soon also i gave up my piano :(
why people study 1 thing i have to study 2 places?
why study? to have better live in future? what is better live? everyone say ACCA is a must but i feel so uncertain now ... i dont know if i can complete my ACCA if i complete does it mean i will really get a good job but what is a good job? what if i study so much and it all end up to be of no use i end up having jobs what most people have so what makes the difference? and why am i working harder than other people now ... if this is what is going to happen life is so uncertain, unpredictable sometimes it makes me think why do i have to do all this?
i am really thankful to munling and panying they always spur me on when i meet up with them and they always seems to support with my decision ... i am so fortunate to have them as my fren ...
i am soo lag behind the timetable i set for myself it makes me feel burden so many book to read so heavy ....
i feel so sorry towards zhi xuan she really threat me as a good friend but i threat her as a competitor i dont know what others will say but sometimes i feel so bad for holding things from her who tells her to not work hard and score the same grade as me last sem so i made her my target now she say she want to study ACCA i want to faint~
competitons are not only in school but all around me all my cousins ... all the people out there.... everyone is a competitor to me is that why i have to work hard?
the last time i met up with my sec sch fren someone told me ' i am so surprise u came, i tot u wont come' i already tried my best to attend as many fren meeting as possible but how come people can attend every single fren meeting? and still do not bad for her studies.. but i dont want not bad, i want good grades ... actually she did well for her studies too (i think)... since i decide to study this, i want to try my best to get good grades maybe that is why i feel so tired and burden sometimes because unlike many other people, i dont want to just stop at acceptable grades
really feel that some of my good frens are drifting apart from me
sometimes i feel like changing my phone number and dont tell anyone my number just let me leave on a no man island~
so many people out there are getting good grades why must the world have so many people? why cant it just be me and all the people i know only?
come to think of it there is alot of time i regret what i say 'think before you speak' seems to be too difficult for me to learn :(
so what now? study ....? ......life..........haiz
today i fall in love with this phrase 有 舍 才 有 得 ， 不 舍 不 能 得 啊 u have to give up something to gain something i am giving up some things now ... hope i will really gain something too ...
where is my future? Alicia
p.s. as u can see all the paragraphs dont flow, i just write what came to my mind ...
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Thursday, May 12, 2011
almost cant log in, i forgot my password because i haven blog for such a long time
just went to gillian's blog, she have been blogging promptly, so suddenly tot that i should write a post too :p
singapore election 2011 just went by i dont know what u think but i am happy that opp party got 6 seats in the parliment this time round i was hopping for more ok but six is better than nothing 'worker's party' hurray!!! a song i got from mr brown's website, hope like what the songs says: WP better not jam their brakes and follow quietly behind PAP, if not those people who vote for them will really cry
look forward to the new parliament everything has been increasing for the recent years, hope things will get better let us live good lives too ~so worry for my future~don't know how to survive when everything is so expensive. haha:)
this song not bad also: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5yIvhnPt2k&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5lJ2BA6bkY
anyway i just end my RMIT exam i am preparing for my ACCA exam this June (last paper 15 june, half my june gone *cry*) :( not in a mood to study, especially when i just finish one exam recently wish me luck
*with all the grumbling* i still love my life now it is so much better than working will appreciate it and work hard -dont want to regret like A levels-
ok... have a chalet to attend tomorrow... not much time to study tml will make sure i study more before i rest today
goodnights ... god bless everyone Alicia
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Friday, January 21, 2011
have not blog since 2011... it is the start of a year... and chinese new year will be here very soon :) less than 2 weeks away anyway i have not blog with my new laptop before, so i am doing this for the first time... haha and this is my first entry for 2011 also ...
i am enjoying my life at this stage will treasure everyday
just feel like putting photos lots of photos below :) (those taken at the end of 2010, and some taken this year) ... sorry i dont fancy facebook... one thing i dont like about blogger is ... it takes quite a long time to load photos ... hehe
dozo~
this is my school 'project box' my ACCA registration form no., i want to register in dec 2010 the series of books i am addicted to ... vampires diaries :) photos taken at electric fair (suntec) dad's new notebook, manage to grab it @ the faor for a cheap price first visit to macdonalds with my uni friends(wy was there, but no photos of her :p) one of the christmas gift that i like, given by sandy...it's actually a card holder, i like the picture alot, but i dont use card holder, so after i took a few photos, i gave my mum this folder ... haha build by my dad for yang yang to play :) haze birthday 'cake' 19jan2011, it is actually a pie from fruit tart paradise... this small little pie cause near 60bucks... wow!! sweets offered to me by my marketing friend ... opps i forgot her name :P photos taken at the sheng siong show, my cousin is in the competition, so i went to support ... hope he can win ... hehe ... i went on 9jan2011 if i didnt rmb wrongly... it just happen and i forgot the date already ... pardon me for my short memory when to nex(serangoon)with zhi xuan, sugar and wan ying .... we did some art and craft :) all 4 signature at the back of the mushroom this is where i place the mushroom at home, at the side of my table, it is facing my study room door, so not too bad ... nice right? zx say this photo make her face look big, so she request to take another photo as of below ... haha ... (this photo is taken in the shop) just feel like showing how my study table look like ... so i took a few pictures of my table at 11pm today ... messy ...
ok ... end of photo ... becuase of all the typing and uploading, it is now 12:04am,22/01/2011 ....
everyone is turing 21 this year ... gg broke ... haha
have an early rest and good luck for the years ahead ... stay happy :)
nightzzzz .... virgoh, sz
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